I accidentally posted a nude of myself (with my face in it) on Reddit and couldn’t login for days

This happened a while ago,but i still about it and sometimes i feel sick.

I accidentally posted a nude with my face in it.it was meant to be a completely different picture .but I mixed up and i didn’t realize it unitil it was posted. Right after uploading i got logged out of my acc.i couldn’t login for 2-3 days. I was absolutely panicking .i still had to go school like normal, pretending everything was fine. While freaking out inside thinking what if someone i knew saw it like my classmates ,friends worst of all my conservative family they wouldve killed me. When i finally got back into my acc my post had 75 upvotes with over 1000 views.i deleted it immediately .but the damage was already done.thousands of people have seen it.full body.face,everything. Im sure someone saved it. Its probably still out there somewhere. Thankfully no one ever bought it up.nothing ever came out of it. But for months i lived in constant fear of being recognised or exposed.ive never felt that kind of anxiety before. The weirdest part is i hate admitting it but like part of me felt something else too. Something like excitement . Like the idea of being that exposed to strangers was terrifying but also weird thrilling. I dont fully understand it and im not proud of it. But its the truth.

Anyways ive been carrying this with me for so long .just needed to get it off my chest.