What the actual fuck

TW I’m gonna talk about child pornography so please be aware, I’m really disturbed by this situation and I need to vent.

Yesterday I was at the bar with a friend (f21) and my cousin (m21) and we were sending random stickers on the group chat just to laugh. At some point my friend sent a sticker with A GODDAMN CHILD doing stuff that I don’t feel like describing. Me and my cousin immediately scolded her and we eliminated the sticker but what the actual fuck, why on earth do you have that fucking thing saved on your phone. After that the mood was ruined for a bit but we kinda pretended that it didn’t happened (we were also tipsy so we just went along with the night). I watched like one second of it and I can’t get it out of my mind, I feel nauseous and I want to cry only thinking about it.

I watch porn sometimes and also I’m 24/7 online so I’ve seen a lot of stuff but never this kind of things and it genuinely horrors me. Idk if she thought she was being funny or what but thats messed up and I honestly don’t know what to do about it