39 [M4F] #New England - Passion, pleasure, and companionship - I want to fill all your gaps.

You're here because something is...missing? Or maybe something died a long time ago in your relationship and you're through mourning what could have been and choose to find fulfillment in secret; experiencing the vibrancy of what could be and preferring that to the alternative of living a life devoid of passion and color.

Maybe it's your first time, maybe it isn't, but you yearn for feeling desired again. The thought of touching someone's fingertips and feeling electricity shoot through your body is alluring, but so is the ability to open up to someone in a deeply real and honest way that you simply can't do with someone you've built a life with. You can't walk away from that, but you need more to survive.

I want to be the reason you smile when your phone vibrates, and the reason you find yourself spending a little more time in the shower than you usually do, hand over your mouth so he doesn't hear you...

...but I also want to hear about your day, share memes with you, and remind you that you're worth the effort of knowing your favorite color or remembering your birthday without being prompted.

I'm 39 with a career, kids, and a desire to feel alive again. I'm 5'8", brown hair, blue eyes, glasses, a short clean cut beard, a few tattoos, with a bit of a dad bod that I'm working on. I'm witty, educated, and I love nothing more than to please.

If this piques your interest, reach out and I'll tell you all about me, if you tell me a little about you.