My grandma is fighting for her life

My grandma lives far away. Today, she started having trouble breathing, almost suffocating and an ambulance brought her to a hospital. They transferred her to a larger city.

She is connected to a machine and as of now, cannot breathe on her own. The doctor said if she makes it through these 2 critical days, she can recover.

I am so scared, she raised me and I love her the most. We just talked on the phone two days ago, I always call her twice a week. I can't travel to her for 3 months, and I want to be there.

I would never ask for anything, I just need a place to vent.