ER Surgery or Psychiatrist

Hey everyone, I'm a final year medical student who is still confused about the carreer i dont thing so this is not a common issue among medical students. It is feeling challenging what kind of carreer i should get in. I'm pretty much interested in psychology and philosophy and i end up spending days on searching for literature on single perspective of human behaviour how our minds operates human mind's abilities, i am so much interested in metphysicl questions regarding human and all that realted stuff. that part of me suggests that i should persue a carreer in psychiatry idk if that helps or is related. Im in love with emergency medcine too i really love helping people in critical care and i feel this field does not have the best doctors in my region and i could do good in this , becuse im I'm most calm, attentive, focused and really a hardworker person like I might sleep poorly for months and can still be working with interestingly ( I know that definitely detoriates our performance) but i like working days persistently like i dont feel i need much resting phase or leaves like I'm okay with studying right after my final exams cuz i dont think so hhuman mind is that much week i think that is the most powerfull thing (abstract and materialistic) that we have, and these thoughts start dragging me into Emergency medcine and for surgery, I feel its easy to do, i believe i can be the best surgeon and it is also more demanded in my region I,m kind of confused about what gate should i enter i really expect help or guide through this from doctors around Note: i might be wrongly correlating things iand I believe I am. This is just a superficall view of my thoughts lmk if you need any thing more before helping me I would really appreciate your help if you guys share your thoughts on this Pardon my english