This can't be normal...

I moved out about a year ago after 25 years together. Divorce was finalized 9 months ago. No one cheated, no one was angry, we just grew apart. I still cry every fucking day. I miss my kids. I miss my home. I miss my person. I can see the kids pretty much whenever I want and I get them every other weekend. But I miss them when I'm not with them and when I am, I just keep thinking about how it's not right. All the plans we made, all the dreams we had are just...gone. My whole life is upside down. It's affecting my work and my mental health. I see a therapist and a psychiatrist and am medicated, but I just can't seem to get right. Please tell me this gets better because so far it hasn't.