I don’t know if I should break up with my girlfriend….

Problem/goal: These past few weeks I’ve been feeling burnt out and tired of my current relationship. I’ve been wanting to break up with her but can’t bring myself to do so even though an opportunity already presented itself.

Context: For context we’ve been official for almost 4 months but last September was one of the most stressful months of my life. We both just started college and LDR is hard for me but because of it we’ve had so many fights because of simple misunderstandings. For instance, one of them was because of my blockmates who I was friends with and thought was objectively pretty. But I only saw her as a friend and explained it to her yet she kept getting mad at me whenever I was with her. When the fight started I had just woken up and she called me and started cussing me out because of that friend. The fight lasted a week but thankfully we were able to fix it. I just think that it was an overreaction on her part though I admit that was wrong of me to say. The following conflict happened two weeks ago when we went on a date. Originally she wanted me to come home with her in dasma but I lived in katipunan and told her that I didn’t want to go somewhere so far just to come back the next morning then she asked if she could spend the night and I said not now because the guards became stricter in my condo towards visitors. She understood naman and we came to an agreement that we’d both go home and we’ll book the grab at the same time. When it came time to go home from the date she acted coldly towards me and didn’t want to book the grab. When my grab arrived she made me get in it agad then proceeded to call me telling me to come back eh I was already in the grab. She kept calling me crying, about how she didn’t want to go home eh she was alone in the place we had a date in so I became worried. In the moment, even though I didn’t want to I told her to book a grab na to my place and I’ll just sneak her in. After that, when she went home na to dasma I told her that I was gonna be out with parents who visited me. During my parents’ visit she kept calling me non-stop even though nasabi ko na I’m with parents. Then she kept chatting me that she wanted to kill herself?? Eh I couldn’t respond properly since I was out with parents. Then she stopped replying which made me ask a friend in my area to check on her. Thankfully she didnt do anything. After that experience, I became easily annoyed sa kanya and lowkey drained from our relationship. Especially since nabubusy na rin ako sa college. Should I break up with her na?