I regret transitioning.

To anyone here who is questioning transitioning: If you have to question it, just don't do it.

I started transitioning when I was 17, after puberty made me a man. I am 31 now. I have yet to meet a single woman who has wanted me. I am very, very much exclusively into ciswomen. I have tried dating transwomen. I have jerked off men for validation. I am lonely. I want to be wanted. I want a woman who wants me as her life partner. I want someone who wants to have my children.

I know I need to detransition. I do not want to be a woman anymore. I want to get rid of my breasts. I want muscles again. I want to be attractive, for whoever that woman is out there who is capable of loving the person that I am.