[F4M] letting you take control of how messy and loud i get tonight

i’m already squirming and worked up, and i want you to decide exactly what i do to myself. tell me if i start by grinding against a pillow or if i slide my toy in slow and keep it there until you say otherwise. give me the pace, the position, and how long i’m allowed to stay on the edge. don’t hold back on details—i want your instructions in my head while i make a mess out of myself just the way you want.