october and november LSAT

so i signed up for the october LSAT but got screwed over because of the accommodations policy change in august. i was supposed to take the test in pencil and paper, but they didn’t approve it. i decided to just register for the november lsat too, thinking i might as well just take both. but now im wondering if it even makes sense for me to take the october LSAT at this point since i’m not taking it with the proper accommodations? part of me is saying to myself “what if you end up doing better on the october LSAT than on the november one?” i’m just STRESSED and maybe am letting my anxiety get the best of me. any thoughts?