the late night call where i pretend i’m innocent while touching myself

i’m laying in the dark with the sheets pushed down and my breath already uneven, acting like i just wanted to hear your voice. my fingers are already sliding under my panties and i keep trying to sound normal even though my voice keeps catching. you can hear the tiny sounds i make when i move, and i don’t bother hiding them anymore. i describe how warm i feel and how close i am, even while pretending i’m not doing anything on purpose.