24 [FB4A] the meaning of femininity

heya DCP. sorry if my conversation topics aren't super sex-brained but i do like conversation and i do like thinking about things.

i'm a femboy... i guess? sometimes i dress up as a girl. do makeup and and wear a wig and cute clothes. lingerie and all, too. sometimes i take pictures of myself in the mirror and if i'm feeling frisky enough i'll have my skirt raised. and then sometimes i plug my butt, play with my dildo, and masturbate while fantasizing about sucking dick or getting railed.

but that's like, the sexual part of being a femboy, right? i enjoy all of those things but i have never liked the idea of femboy-hood being a purely sexual thing. crossdressing has also helped me be more unabashedly in touch with my (conventionally?) feminine(?) side, like behaving more girlish, enjoying things that are conventionally girly, and more importantly, being more in touch with my own emotions. i think that's my favorite part.

i. frankly do not know what point i'm trying to make. gender and sexuality are weird and wacky experiences? either way, how do you view femininity, and what does it mean to you personally? start by telling me how you identify in terms of gender and sexual orientation. looking forward to yapping with y'all again :)