I might starve at this point 😭

I recently moved into my accommodation last week, and I’m a naturally awkward, quiet and anxious person, I just can’t easily strike up a conversation and I feel like when I start showing my real personality people don’t understand me so it becomes kind of awkward.

I was given off campus accommodation and all my flatmates seem to be getting along together, partying and I feel like I’m the weird roommate. I am the only girl along with one other on my floor, but I was a bit shocked when she just outright ignored me, I think she’s friends with the guys though, and all the guys are friends and they even bring over other people who aren’t even in our flat over.

Honestly I’ve gotten over the entire social aspect and I don’t really mind not being included in their group or whatever but I am actually mortified of going into the kitchen. So far I’ve only been there for quick trips, making small meals. I don’t think I can keep going like this for an entire year because I can’t just keep eating junk or the most basic meals that take like 10 minutes to make. But I physically can’t be there when they’re all there. I don’t know what to do.