19 Single M4F/Married Couple/Couple

I want to get rid of my v-card before I turn 20 this 31 and idealy I want to do it with someone experienced or a couple who could lend their gf or wife to me haha (a kink of mine). I could also do it with someone who wants to get rid of their v-card here (let's explore each other and get to experience it finally). I posted already a similar post but I want it lang to be detailed and with a purpose this time. Idk I could do it with anyone as long as female syempre, that's how bad I want to experience it rn. Gave up also with the thought of saving myself for my future gf or wife since I'm scared to be in a relationship for multiple reasons.

About me:

Moreno 5'6 (I guess I'm short) Physically Fit Average sized Submissive Shy (asf) Clean