Don't know what to do.

I have four small kids and just got out of a really abusive relationship with their dad. But now I literally have nothing. I was a stay at home mom. Yes I understand that I need to get a job. But it's like until all the bruises go away... and I don't have any one to even watch my babies while I try to get one. Everything is a waiting process. Food stamps everything. So now I'm struggling for food, diapers literally have nothing & no family.