I've always lived alone - yet, it's making me depressed now.

You know that scene in Spider Man: No Way Home when Peter Parker opens the door to his new apartment in a new city? That's how I felt when I moved across the country 2 months ago for school.

I left behind my friends, my boyfriend, and a loving community. I did it because this economy sucks and I have to finish this degree to hopefully get a stable career. Now, I'm sitting alone in my tiny studio eating bread + eggs, wondering if this will all be worth it. I hope it gets better.