33 [M4F] UK/Online - big cock cheating fantasies

Looking to talk with any women today who have a kink for cheating and big cocks about how you would cheat on me with one if we were in a relationship.

How do you imagine it first happening and who with (maybe someone I know or from your past)? Would you be conflicted at all or be able to compartmentalise it? Would it lead to a full on affair behind my back?

I have loads of different fantasies on this as it’s a big kink of mine, but one in particular I really love is wedding/marriage related cheating with an ex and the intense conflicting emotions it might cause in you from being in such a committed relationship whilst another man fucks you in secret. Maybe during our engagement leading up to our wedding you somehow reconnect with your ex (who no matter how badly you wished otherwise had a cock you just could not forget about or resist), which starts with seemingly just an innocent catchup through text after not having spoken for a few years. Perhaps he heard about you getting married and wanted to reach out to congratulate you, but after a couple weeks or so of regular contact the conversation turns just a little bit more sexual than it possibly should. Would you put up any resistance to letting the conversation go there knowing where it will inevitably lead?

Either way in the middle of all the stress of planning for our wedding and the choosing of your wedding dress, you agree to meet up with him for a purely “innocent” catch up in person and then put it finally behind you. Perhaps you really only intended to meet and just talk, but as he always could he persuades you into sucking his massive cock “one last time” before you become a married woman, and despite how annoyed you are that he even brought such a thing up you can’t resist the temptation and opportunity. But once you get your lips and hands around it and fall back into that state that only a big cock can give you, feeling his hand gently guiding your head up and down with you now in nothing but your panties you’re too far gone to give any more resistance and before you know it you’ve pulled them to the side and lower yourself down onto him inch by inch and bounce and moan to ecstasy. Three hours later you’re back home with a cum-filled and leaking pussy unable to process your new reality, but ultimately leading to meet up after meet up with your big cocked ex all through our engagement and marriage..

I’m just detailing a single fantasy here, it doesn’t have to be wedding related! This is intended to just to be a conversation about fantasies/cheating, but if we did get along really well I am open to the possibility of role playing

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