Alcohol? Want to hear from people who COULD drink a couple of BEERS after PAWS and were ok

I know most people including myself say NO DONT DO IT

But I’m looking for shred of hope that I can one day enjoy a cold beer in the sun again.

I’m coming up to 8 months off and remaining symptoms are flat emotions and anhedonia.

I get maybe 5 hours sleep now

No pain or aka or nerve or skin issues