It’s a permanent solution to permanent problems.

I have one safety lock left that’s keeping me alive.

I want to share a comment about the current state of crisis help and mental health support: they don’t really care about you; they care about keeping their numbers low. To them, I’m nothing more than a statistic they don’t want showing up in their records.

It’s ironic, because here I am — but like I said, if it weren’t for my last safety lock, I’d have been gone a long time ago.

There’s nothing “wrong” with wanting to end the misery. I didn’t ask to be here in the first place.