Back into another love bombing phase… I keep telling myself "it's not real" even though it feels like he's really changed… Let's see how long this one lasts

Feeling all the feels right now!

Had a very explosive couples therapy. She basically said she can't help us because we both have two sides of the same story and she has caught him changing his story/backtracking several times

I'm glad the couples therapy is over – I wish I would've read this group before insisting upon it (because then I would've known that this wasn't going to end well)

So now he's being super nice – filling my car with gas little things around the house actually looking at me when I talk to him instead of scratching his balls or picking his nose or digging in his ear)

I keep telling myself "don't believe it – this is just love bombing and it will end in a few days or a few weeks but he has not experienced some kind of spiritual change, he has not become a new man"

As a current SAHM, going to take me at least two years to save up / get employable enough to leave. I've enjoyed the piece of com in our house, but I know the shoe the other shoe was going to drop and then I cannot slack up my efforts