(21F) I'm yearning for someone who can silently destroy me.

I found my naked photos in a group chat on my boyfriend's phone. I couldn't help but become really thrilled when he and his friends talked about me and what they wanted to do to me. Eventually, he would email them the exact images and locations they requested. I had no idea that other men did the same, but I always thought he was asking me to pose or dress up for him.

I've been working harder to acquire pictures ever since I learned about it and he requested them because I know other men will see them as well.