It keeps chasing me

a few days ago I wrote how I returned to the path of God and I was more or less feeling better, because today I am weighing on one of the sins I committed when I was dominated by lust, it was in 2022, I will only say that at that moment I was sleeping and my body moved on its own, as if something was controlling it, and I almost hurt someone, and when I reacted, I reacted in an unrepentant way, but rather upset and confusing, and although nothing major happened, and I kept that memory blocked, that memory came back and that memory is killing me, I feel like eliminating myself as long as that memory does not continue to torment me, I asked God for forgiveness, I repented of everything, in addition to blocking and eliminating that memory and changing my heart, but it still persists and eats away at me