Grindr made me ugly cry

I need to vent and i cant with anybody irl I hadn’t checked in on grindr since maybe July 2025 but yesterday i decided to look around for a bit, not for strictly sex but to make some fwb tbh. Why tf did i do it… After being ghosted by three guys, i started to cry . Not because of the rejections themselves(altough it stings ) but because i finally understood something: i dont value myself. I cant love myself if not trough someone else’s desire. I feel worthless right now honestly.