I want to SCREAM

I don't want suggestions. I know I need better boundaries and blah, blah, blah.

Right now I'm raw and exhausted and frustrated and ****OUTRAGED**** and just want support.

I (45yo cis woman) am just being driven batshit crazy by my 75yo uBPD mom (...well, diagnosed by my therapist, with concurrence from an inpatient geriatric psychiatrist, who agreed with me in person but was too chicken-shit to write it in the report).

She doesn't give a *single* shit about me or what's happening in my life. She just wants me to be her personal assistant and emotional support animal and she doesn't care how much of my energy she drains or how it affects me. She just. doesn't. care.

She hasn't always been this way. She's just gotten older and experienced trauma and not taken responsibility for her own life and become the worst version of herself.

I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I'm so tired. It will never ever ever stop and it will never ever ever get better and I am going to EXPLODE.