I love how everyone thinks im Illiterate and that im a vegetable

Like u can talk to me, yes i know im ugly and i look like a vegetable but im a normal kid whos ugly!😩 Why would u talk to ME in gym class about something i did wrong, when u can tell my friend😀 I HATE BEING UGLY SO MUCH NOBODY GIVES ME A CHANCE, EVEN THO I TRY (for the first week of school i cried every fucking day) they leave me out, look at me weird and treat me like im made out of glass like how i want to die