Fed up

I don’t know why I’m writing this but yes I’m a 19 year old boy and usually a burden for everyone It’s like my girlfriend left me after a relationship of 3 years and I’ve lost many things and i could not even do anything good in life Tomorrow is saturday and i have my regular college but tomorrow it would be diffrent I will return home but with no expression and yes that would be the last thing everyone is going to see I’m not aged enough but i can’t handle all these chaos made in my life and i want to end all this chaos with my life. Thankyou so much reddit for giving me support and thankyou people❤️ Love yaa