Humans secretly crave chaos

some times when i look around at how people talk online or in media or even in everyday conversations there’s always this strange fascination with disaster people spread rumors about “the next war” or “the collapse that’s coming” like they dramatize every conflict and deep down i think it’s not just fear i think it’s desire like people are waiting for some grand event to give their lives meaning or to break the monotony of ordinary existence those who’ve lived through real tragedy usually want peace but those who haven’t? they romanticize conflict because to them it’s abstract not real......after all maybe it’s just human nature.. craving the very thing that would destroy us....