28 [M4A] Michigan- Bored at work and looking for someone to takeover my wife. First time cuck.

I’ve come to accept that I’m nothing but a beta cuck husband for my wife. She doesn’t know I’m like this at all. I can’t help it. I’m weak and pathetic. I enjoy when other men check her out in public in front of me. I try to act annoyed on the outside, but inside I get happy. I’m a beta and weak and pathetic. I deserve to sit in a corner and watch another man pleasure her in ways I can never. My wife is 29 and I’m 30. DMs are open.