Will I ever find real friends again?

I recently got dropped by my friend group, the first real and actually good friends I ever had. We’re in 12th grade now, have been friends for a few years. They don’t want to spend time with me anymore, mostly because over the years I’ve acted out/weird (most were caused by my childhood trauma, which I’m actively working on healing from in therapy.) in these last months I’ve made major progress and am working on changing my behavior.

But I’m afraid I’ll never find actual friends again, with whom I click as well as I did with them. We for so well together, but I’m not really apart of the group anymore.

Any hopeful stories you’d like to share?