I’m not a good boyfriend

I like ignoring my girlfriend when she’s around.. she doesn’t even laugh any more… she hates spicy sex and can’t stop complaining all the time. I’m really not sure what to do anymore.. I only like communicating to her in sign language.. 🤟 because that’s about the only wave length she understands. 🖕🏿 I told her I needed some space to figure things out and some dumb alice and wonderland wave 🌊 moved me to a long distance relationship.. so here Iam. What should I do I do I just don’t think we’re even have the same goals in mind she a gold digger looking for someone to take care of her . Money is her only reason for life… what should I do… she is 10 hrs away and the thought of going and to get her and bring her home is probably the most painful thing I can think of it’s gonna cost me money 💰.. I’d reather be an along with a scanty lot lizard 🦎 with no teeth so I can fill the nubs on my cock… advise suggesting