Is anyone into Kabbalah or any Spiritual Practice and can help me learn and grow Spiritually?

I started my spiritual journey around 2017/2018 but I am currently going through a lot and I don't even find the energy to meditate anymore. My life is currently a mess. I am pregnant and my husband is struggling with mental health issues. Our apartment got burnt and I am currently homeless with my toddler.

I was really devoted to my Spiritual practices but now, I don't even find motivation to even meditate or pray. I am really exhausted. I really need someone to help me boost my energy and get back on track.