24f. Stagnant/struggling in career and earning money, processing an emotional break up

I just graduated in June this year and I'm struggling in being focused on my career. My career is pretty stagnant and getting no where, i find it very hard to earn and maintain money, and i broke up with my ex in June too. My recent breakup has left a huge scar on me because i loved him very deeply and i still do. Idk what my life would be like without him, and idk why i am not able to progress in my career too. Pls give me details on my career, whether i will be an independent woman and earning money, and whether i will marrying my ex or will have to do arrange marriage. Thanks.