Married guy wanting to try being submissive (45m)

Super nervous - married DL

I’m gonna post my pic cause I want to talk to someone about me being submissive.

I’m married and we have vanilla sex. My wife is religious and won’t do anything but “regular” stuff. I’m so frustrated.

I’ve always wanted to be with a guy (I like my butt touched), but I also want to be made to do stuff. The grosser the better.

I don’t know if I’ll like it but that’s what I think about.

I just want to experience it.