29M lost and confused, everything seems so pointless.

So, its not "i am at a low point, how can i fix my life" kind of post. By lost i mean i dont really understand the life or reality anymore, i feel really detached from everything happening around the world. Everything seems so pointless, i am not even depressed, i dont want to end it all, infact i want to live, i want to figure it all out, i want to see if it all makes sense in the end. I have a few goals that i want to accomplish but now a part of me asks why? whats even the point? do i want to accomplish those goals so i can fulfill my material desires? or to get validation from people who dont even matter. Does anyone here relate? or is anyone also going through some existensial crisis?