( 20 M ) Was bullied in college second year

Heyy Guys

This is my first confession

20M, I was bullied in college during my second year ( now I am in third ), the guy who bullied me was a gym rat and showed his dominance and power, he is a Bihari and lives in Jamshedpu**r. Things he did - slapped me two times, always made fun of me, abused my parents, and asked his friends to make videos while he did these things to me. I told him many times to stop, but he never listened and continued to bully me the whole 6 months ( he was in his 4th year ). His 2nd year friends were my roommates, and whenever he would come to my room, I would be his prime target. In return, I wasn't able to do anything as he was muscular and more powerful than me, and I feared he would beat the shit outta me if I tried to physically harm him in return. When I threatened him to complain to the authorities, he replied with " you have no proof and nothing would happen to them," and also threatened to kill me. One of his friends was from Ranchi, too. I didn't complain because I didn't want to involve my family, as they were paying fees to study. He also used to use my stuff without my permission and spoil it. Also, he asked me to give him a treat and had to be the same items that he told me to order, or else he would beat me. I was afraid and spent my 600 rupees to feed him. Also, he used to hurt me for no reason. He abused my parents and took videos of it with his friend's phone. Also, he threatened that his family has good connections and also has a gun, and I should not tell anyone about what happened to me. He beats me whenever he feels like it.

Nearly a year has passed since this incident (which occurred in 2024), and I still haven't recovered from it. No matter how hard I try, that thing is still stuck in my mind. That individual now works at TCS and has recently completed his training period in Chennai.

Please suggest to me what to do, I dunno whether I am in depression or not. I can't figure it out, but often my mental state gets torn due to that incident, and my academics have been affected a lot ............. Please help me, people.