31 [M4F] Ohio/online - do women actually like older virgins or am I too weird?

To get to the why I'm still a virgin, I've always been shy and quiet and it turns out I also have social anxiety and probably Asperger's. I've been told I'm not bad looking but my self esteem and confidence has just remained low.

Ive been on a handful of dates but it just feels confusing to me. Have you ever played a game with a steep learning curve and a shit tutorial? That's what dating feels like to me. I don't know how to flirt, I can't pick up on cues or body language that says she's into me, and I'm too anxious to go for a kiss. I'm so thankful to the one girl who did kiss me or else I wouldnt even have that checked off.

I probably sound like a shit show, but after years of therapy I know I have a lot going for me. I actually do believe I'm a decent looking dude, I'm smart, funny, respectful, kind and a bunch of other positive stuff.

So yeah, hit me up if you want to chat. It can be sfw, NSFW, a little of this a little of that, whatever. Age, location, name, etc are optional but I like getting an idea of who I'm talking to.