I want to be seduced into being gay

I don’t find much pleasure in seeing women shake ass or tits anymore. It’s all vanilla to me

However, not long ago I recently found a pegging subreddit by accident. I was in awe, seeing these men take fake dicks in their ass. How could they like that? For some reason though it turned me on…I got a weird feeling

So, I went out and bought a dildo. I didn’t know how to use it. However, once I got it out. It felt like a sensation came over me. I started to suck it, and I started to rub it against my ass.

It was like I knew how to automatically use it. It wasn’t long after that I started to stick it to the ground and bounce on it. It felt amazing, sliding in and out of me. I leaked and came hands free…the hardest I had ever cum in my life.

Fast forward, I started listening to femboy asmr and going into subreddits of sissies and femboys and twinks. Seeing these feminine men dressed in lingerie. It gets me turned on even more.

I bought myself a manhole because I wanted to test what it felt like to fuck a man’s ass. I never came so hard then I did before. The warm tight sensation

Now it’s like I can’t stop, it’s an addiction. All I can think about is wanting cock and wanting to fuck other feminine looking men with my cock. I crave the sensation so much.

I secretly wish to be seduced by femboys and other gay men as a “straight” guy.