Are you letting me go..

I feel like you are.

Letting dasi go definitely… but since I can still read our journal maybe not the connection - yet..?

Are you also considering what I am considering? Friends? Connected yet not connected..?

Butterflies when I think of you, of me as yours… I wish for 1 of that 11 times but I guess that is not fair to you or me if I think quite long and hard… really no pun intended.. it just came..sighhh maybe it’s not fair but when someone craves…

Maybe one day, I won’t need you that way. But for now…You know me. I’ll stay still and quiet, do nothing about it cos nothing works if it is not you.