Motivation for my Last Chance at Life

Hello guys,

I’m kind of in a tough spot. I gave myself about 5 months to try life again and if there was no change then I wouldn’t have to live. The things that I need to change are kind of impossible so manifestation and God were my only hope. It’s been 2 months now and no progress. I guess I’m just kind of losing motivation because the things I want are like crazy impossible and I don’t know if I should keep trying to manifest and believe or just stop now. Please tell me if anyone has results of the following from manifestation.

1. Cure from incurable disease
2. Eye colour change from black brown to hazel
3. Desired face subs
4. Better mental health

I just want to become a new person. I don’t wanna live this way forever if I do have to live. Please help me.