I think I have ARFID

Hello people Im m(23), and since I was a kid I can't eat cooked vegetables most of them because some of them taste, smell, and most of them it's because of the feeling how i chew them or how they feel in my mouth, and I want to throw up, since last week I found out that there something like arfid, I thought I was a picky eater only... so I lost apatite and my mom cooks alot of vegetables so I eat less. I weigh like 63kg and I'm 1.86/7m big. I'm also scared to go eat with friends/colleges because of this. I mostly like meat/bread/pasta/snacks/junk food... but if I were to only eat this I don't know what would happen to me in the future. I want to gain weight normally without being scared to throw up, without being a burden to my mother/maybe future wife and look physically healthy. Btw I'm from Germany, so maybe someone has some tips were i can go, thanks.