Keep try work or just go on Disability like everyone told do.

Hey everyone i really need advice so i work but my job had been move my schedule and give me less hour, for context i only work 2 day a week wed and sat yes i it pathetic. But I'm try be work member of society but im start to think i just give up and finally tried to go on disability, I don't want on Disability but i haven't found another job and I don't drive because my tbi, I have try in past and I have failed 3 time, I'm just feel pathetic and helpless, I'm give shit because i don't work 40 week like everyone else but I'm try to work, i told by my other people that your lazy of you on Disability or your waste my text dollars, etc, I just feel like everyone beat down on me when im try to be adult, someone plz me what point me work everyone just keeps shit for it? Im sorry bye