Stop

Stop lying to me!!! You never wanted to meet halfway!!! If you wanted to meet halfway I would have fucking met you there!!! You didn't even meet me even on the first fucking step!!! You act like I wasn't fucking trying or doing anything for you!!! You know how many times I cried over this shit!!! You know how many times I wanted to freaking hurt myself because every time I get close or thought I got close... It was never "you". It's easy for you to act like this because it's always never you right?! Baby you need to figure this out... I'm the bad guy!! I'm the evil bitch, Im the ungrateful ass bastard, there is always something wrong with me!!! So get in fucking line with the rest of them!!! Every single one of you can pick me apart when I do the smallest thing wrong, but when I mention what you do to me. I get completely ignored!!! You have ignored me for fucking months!!! I don't want a phone call, I don't want a text...I don't want shit from you!!!! I don't even want to be friends anymore!!! Fuck all that!! You left me in these damn trenches by my fucking self enough!!! I get the picture!!! I'm not good enough for someone as mighty as you!!! Cause you do no wrong!!! Enjoy being so fucking perfect!!! Everyone allowed to make mistakes and do better, but me nooope!! Everyone wants me to go back to that chick I used to be and as much as I don't want to be like that, you guys keep fucking pushing me!!! I am about to get off here because I have no more to say to you!!! Thanks for your time, but Im good brodie. You're free.