If what seems like might be happening

Is, then it won’t hurt to wait a little and see if the difficult parts are overcame.

And if it’s not well then it’s just not, I see no harm as long as I don’t give in to the feelings in my vjj that usually pop up at first when hearing, seeing, reminded of ect. Even then worst case is something that’s probably happened to me countless times. 🤢🤮 but no won’t do it cause it can’t get past that and enjoy it. And now I have even more reason not too.