I want to take notes on my computer, but when I do, I feel guilty because I'm not using my tablet. What should I do?

I know my problem is strange, to say the least, but I really don't know what to do. A month ago, I bought a tablet with the intention of taking handwritten notes. My handwritten notes looked terrible, so after a while, I switched to typing. The problem is, I don't find typing on a tablet keyboard comfortable, and I'm not comfortable using it at all due to its size (or because I'm not used to such a device). I'd much rather carry a laptop to school, but I feel bad about not using a tablet I spent a lot of money on.