Why bother

What is the point?

I've tried pretty hard for quite a few years now to understand what my issues are and figure how to fix them or grow from just further understanding myself etc. But things really just have gotten worse. I've lost everyone in my life in one way or another (not that there were ever many to begin with) and I'm jobless for the second time in under two years, since right after my devastating divorce was finalized. I have no real prospects or support system and very limited savings and those are just naming a few ways I'm overall just failing at life (whether it be my fault or not, I don't know and barely care anymore).

I've tried various therapies with professionals and on my own discovery and research she self exploration. I actually do think I've realized a lot, and also realized a lot of potential more to learn, but I'm too unmotivated in a life where nobody really sees me or cares and where everything just keeps getting worse no matter what I do.

I'm a limited human being and I think I'm quite close to racing my very last thread.