Sick season baby

My baby girl was born 9/26!

I wish I would’ve had a summer baby…I’m terrified of bringing her anywhere during sick season. She won’t have her 2 month shots until after thanksgiving (or a little before). She’s getting the RSV antibody shot tomorrow. I literally refuse to take her anywhere in public besides her pediatrician’s office (even that scares me).

My family thinks I’m overreacting when I tell them I may not attend certain family functions in the next couple of months. I’m just terrified of my poor baby getting sick and having to be hospitalized. I look at her and feel sick that that could happen to her. I feel like part of this is definitely PPA, since it’s almost impossible for me to turn off my brain.

Any FTM/seasoned parents that can give me some advice??