Im in the wrong but….

Soo long story short. I think I have some kind of infection or std that is transmit-able and I unknowingly passed it to a few people. I didn’t know prior to having sex but it was brought to my attention after I noticed a pattern of weight loss in my partners. I’ve been to doctors and nothing comes up but 2 years ago I started to smell like shit. My coworker said something to a manager and I heard it and they told her to be quiet……. Since then nobody says anything to me but I can tell they smell me. None of my sexual partners have said that they smelled me except one who claimed “I know I stink”. I’m honestly at wits end. My doctors claim they don’t smell anything either and don’t know how to help me. And now I have to deal with people and their rumors of me having a std and smelling bad. I’ve apologized to my see partners and let them know I would never purposefully harm anyone but they still talk about me like I haven’t been trying to fix it. How do I move forward smelling like shit.

No this isn’t fake this is actually my real life. No this isn’t satire I live everyday having these thoughts on my mind. I know what I did was wrong even if I didn’t mean too