Any suggestions for bl books?

I’ve read lots of bl books but I can’t seem to find any that have all the things I would like in them, I know I’m probably asking for too much so this is my last resort-

any suggestions for an enemies to lovers (or fake relationship or lovers I like both), gay, fantasy book with some smut? (maybe some BDSM like sexual consensual spanking but that’s optional). I love books that balance attention and romance just right, angsty books are great but there has to be a happy ending or I’ll cry!

pls help :)