Traveling alone isn’t for me

23F solo traveled to London for three days.

Background: I travel to many countries as a teenager because my grandmother put me as a buddy pass to travel with her. I did one solo trip to Amsterdam at 19 before Covid. I enjoy looking back and knowing I took a solo trip. I finished nursing school and a RN now. I stopped traveling because I was in school.

I am a nurse and put under my aunts travel pass to travel. I’m in London it’s my last day here. I can’t help but to realize maybe I don’t like solo traveling anymore . I like it but it feels lonely. I feel like a lost child. My family and friends don’t travel. And if I ask they say they can’t afford it. I don’t like opportunities going away so I will try and travel. But I feel like my family feels sorry for me. That I am traveling alone and I don’t have anyone that wants to go with me. No boyfriend or friend….. any advice