Feeling stuck

I’m living back at home, looking for houses, but putting it off as don’t know where to be. I have a job close to home but in my head I don’t want to live too close to home. I don’t want to raise children in the area I live. It’s been traumatic to say the least.

I feel emotionally and financially tied. I don’t adapt too well. I am trauma bonded. Hence why I don’t have the balls to move far away. I am single and scared of settling down and have been putting it off. I don’t want the risk of having a toxic marriage and haven’t healed to meet someone because I’m still in the thick of it. I need my own place.

I feel stuck. Does this resonate?